On December 7, my daughter Jen and I had a spiritual text conversation. One of our infamous, special meaning of life, things feel sort of strange, something is afoot in the cosmosworld mother-daughter connected moments.
Most parents feel and experience unspoken connections with their children. Even as both my girls are grown up and living away from home, I can sense when something is wrong. Sometimes images occur in my dreams or generally I experience a sensation of uneasiness. I wonder if one of them is sick or having a difficult time in their lives.
The mystical clan bond cuts both ways. I have traversed some sad turf in the last year, and at certain times received calls from either Molly or Jen inquiring, “Hey mom, you okay? I felt an overwhelming rush of sadness and apprehension and am checking in, you okay?”
The calls always came at critical junctures when I had just received difficult news concerning the health status of a dear friend or some other dire information.
Early entries in this blog joke about our “spiritual faces” during periods when we enjoy a special event, vacation, music, scenery, tender conversational interludes, or unique occurrences. Least my moods get too uncontrollably sappy, my daughters often jolt me back to earth exclaiming, “Oh, Oh, look out, mom has spiritual face on!” Spiritual Face Alert
Meanwhile, with permission from Jen to share, I present one of our classic “what is going on here?” text conversations:
Jen – “Today I keep getting these “bouts of anxiety… are you getting them too?”
Me – (the mom)- “Yes, I feel unsettled whereas on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday I felt really grounded and peaceful, not sure what is going on.”
Jen – “Yeah me too, I just feel anxious and shifty about something I guess we will have to see.”
Me – “Well there was an earthquake in Japan and I think a storm in the Philippines this week.”
Jen – “Are they shockwaves before or after hurricane? I ahhh, I just don’t know hahaha. Ha-ha weird but I mean like is there still a shit storm to come? Or maybe things beginning to shift…”
Me – “I believe things are beginning to shift.”
Jen – “We’ve all been feeling things changing inside and outside of us and perhaps this just the turnover.”
Me – “I like the way you worded that I tend to believe it is the turnover too. I feel pretty grounded lately and wonder if the anxiety is us picking up other people’s fears and worries.”
Jen – “Hmmmm, interesting thought.”
Me – “The other is that our spirits are vibrating at a higher rate so we can make the change not sure that makes sense will have to explain that more later.” (oh dear, I have been having difficulty sleeping lately, and I am not sure what I am talking about here – little mind slippage going on.)
Jen – “Hahaha okay mom. Either way, I feel like the tides are definitely starting to turn. I don’t know what that means for either of us, yet but it is happening ha-ha.”
Me – “Whoa I kind of got out there whoohooo..”
Jen – “Hahahah its okay mom, I understand, just reel it back in a little bit, we can still talk about it though … sounds interesting either way.”
Me – “For sure reeling me self in now and going home love you. – I have my spiritual face on, do you?”
Jen – “Oh yeah hahahah.”